Thursday, November 30, 2006
well dere's juz too many things to tell.. lets start with mondae...
shall we..
after much emo-ing at home.. i met PING at TM.. we went to check out the agency tt her mom suggested.. looking for job..went in dere.. fill up sum forms and had interview straight away... they were all very nice and friendly.. and i do hope i get a job dere... besides dat i also applied a few online.. juz trying my luck =)
i didnt apply for 3 months course... coz im can only get into MI... which i think its a waste of time... dere goes my first 3 months... i will make it up with a job...
well next after dat, went to take neoprints =) yea nice nice... took two times.. i really like this one..

well den watch HAPPY FEET!!! omg it was super funny cannnn!!! hahahakz me and yp couldnt stop laughing.. lol.. its a muz to watch
went home den...
tues.. woke up.. took a cab down to pass sum books to shermaine and amy.. went home.. watch tv... ate, doing my nails... [feeling vain] hahakz.. den went to bath and dry my hair... after which.. i got ready for PROM!!! waited for miss ain to call me.. till 7pm arh.. i met her in the cab... and we went to MERIDIEN hotel.. real excitement.. hahakz.. everyone was pretty, beautiful, and juz stunning... hahaz... so den sat with all the 4A peepz... e programmes were pretty enjoyable.. prom king and queen --> Shiva and Melyssa.. dey look great.. next was PHOTO TAKING time.. ahhh..
funn funn... den it was dancing time.. everyone basically havoc like mad... dancing like mad... i was dere too.. enjoying... well den went home at 1 am... reached home at 1.30 am... madness.. bud fun..=)
wed.. TP RAWKS! was bloody tired actually.. bud woke up... and went dere.. and idiot me.. went back home to take my clothes and sport shoes.. and wasted 11.90 on cab fare.. in a LONDON CAB.. hahakz.. yea.. TP rawks was fun.. with e peepz... and the activites.. dey make us learn hiphop dance... which is rather too fast.. and of course u do not wanna miss dragon boating... FUN! ok.. real fun.. hahakz..
had fun time.. crapping around and stuff.. den went back to the sports complex for mass dance.. fun fun fun.. although i was dancing with someone i didnt noe.. lol..
end the day with sum cheerz which were all TOO tired to do...
todae... was quite predictable.. nth much.. went to applied science sch.. and den lunch... well guess who win IPOD NANO!! im so jealous.. and den.. went to business school.. i think business is really interesting.. HTM presentation was super funny.. and e funny thing is.. dey are teaching us abt things which we shd actually learn in primary or secondary sch... BASIC ETIQUETTES... and its really very particular.. hahakz..
next.. it was HADY MIRZA.. yes.. hady mirza came.. bud LATE.. ok.. he sang two songs from his debut album.. die hard core funs were screaming...winners for the quiz get his album.. and den dere was autograph session... GIRLS JUZ WENT MADDDDD... and e day ended... =)
tmr--> more activities at TP... and there is jam and hop thingy.. rite till 10PM..
FUN FUN FUN!!! hahhakz..
My mind's unweaving/ 6:32 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
a waste of time... i dun even noe why i wasted my one yr with tt kind of person
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dunmanchoir rox VCH ytd.. i juz find tt they sang well=) so all their efforts are paid off. good job ppl!!!
well havoc a lot... was quite glad tt all we were all juz laughing away at mac... till everyone practically stare at this choir ppl...lucky by tt time me, ke hua and amy changed table already...
so dey all went off to arcade... and we sat dere and continue to gossip and tok abt stuff... till 10.45pm... i really had fun toking to dem... and juz bitch abt everything...
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obviously things doesnt go my way... if it does we wun have been like this for the past 3 months... and of course... u can stop bothering abt me... everything is final i guess... lets juz all move on... its btter to move on then juz to mourn over this crap of shit... bud its such a pity tt ur not wad i think who u are... bud suit yrself...=)
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we concluded tt a certain grp of ppl in the choir has exactly the same attitude...
they juz need the time to learn and mature... and although they claim dat dey are VERY mature... bud dey failed to realise how their
immaturity has caused others to be upset... thats all i have to say.
if u are offended, den u can start a war at my tagboard... i welcome all comments and unsatisfied remarks =)
My mind's unweaving/ 7:55 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
"Where Is Your Heart?" by kelly clarkson
I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?
I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?
It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me
Oh yeah
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh yeah
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
My mind's unweaving/ 8:46 AM
ok been partying lately.. like i think i will be out this whole week.. hahakz.. ytd went to catch step up at cinileisure with ain.. and den bought my prom dress.. =) weeex.. and den went to vivo.. well i think its kinda boring.. coz nth much really.. me and ain decided to be 'rich' dat day and had haagen daz =)
den went home pretty early.. around 9 plus.. and online till 3.30 am
todae.. woke up late... like 1.30 pm.. and den slack.. and went to choir.. dey performing for open house todae.. so went to see la.. =) hmm.. i think they are ok.. i seriously dun have much comments on their singing anymore.. i mean its not tt its bad.. bud i juz dunno how to comment.. =) yea.. bud dey'll be great during this sundae concert la..
hmm.. den of course i tok to mdm koh for quite sumtime.. as she ask me wads been happening and bla bla bla.. and of course... she sum wad made me feel better with her advices..
janet and sheila came back too.. and i was toking to janet abt jc and stuff.. and updates... lol.. and she also told me tt she experienced the same thing before.. and its no big deal after all
well u probably confused with wad im toking abt.. so juz ignore it.. eheh.. well... i guess this ppl really give meaningful advices as they share their experiences with me when they were like me back den... so thx to mdm koh and janet =)
back to choir.. we juz slacked at the back.. im pretty glad shing chun is able to get along with jia yu now... =) so happy for dem.. jeremy came too.. and we all sat at the back to watch... the three of us left earlier though.. jia yu had to meet her dad and sc has to go home..
i accompanied nadz to make her contacts at bedok.. coz i met her at the sch bus stop.. so decide to accompany her la.. den after went home... so i reached home like 8 la..
hmmm..
i am really confused this dayz.. by lotsa matters.. well..wadeva it is.. i juz hope tt i will not make anymore stupid mistake like i did the other time.. and not jump into anything serious anymore... juz like dat u noe.. muz give it a deep thought and den decide...
and i decided to juz move on.. because i cant stand it when u actually has moved on.. bud i have not.. probably u will have a better life.. and i might have a better life without u.. =) so no more thought on this..
cant wait for concert and prom =)
going out with my prassie darling tmr =)
*im kinda broke... spend like bloody a lot...*
My mind's unweaving/ 4:44 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
okay... firstly.. e O LEVELS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER... so throw all the books and celebrate yea!!!! haahhakz... okay.. didnt really havoc tt much rite after tt as me and MISS ANA took like almost 6hrs to get our hair done.. yes... when o levels are over...it means... the change of hair stylin day... lol... well yupz.. rebonded our hair... after which i met mr wang to attend this indonesian choir concert at ACS[barker] yea..
before tt we manage to get clothes... hahahakz... for the next day which was for graduation la.. so i saw this really nice green shirt.. which coz like oni 12.90... so i bought it.. andre bought a green shirt too =)
den we took cab down.. and we were quite lost... coz the sch was damn huge.. and finally we made our way dere la.. e concert was cool man.. do not underestimate indonesian choirs... they oni have like 20+ ppl singing bud dey sound like 100 voices... cool.. and their conductor is oni 27.. can u believe dat... and dey sound very very cool.. and very precise in their singing.. and dey have a nice tone... and everything is dere.. plus dey also do pieces like o magnium dat kind.. cool...
e dancing and e singing of their indonesian folk songs were wonderful.. with their vibrant constumes... =)
and next.. of course..we went to newton food place... to have our dinner... sat dere till like 11 plus... and made my way home... hahakz... well wanted to watch movie or hang out summore.. bud couldnt... so went home... and sleep.. so tired
todae... went for graduation ceremony.. well everyone was enjoying and having fun.. and yup.. not much comments abt it... lol.. and den went to lunch at pastamania with andre, yanping, jia yu and shing chun.. and of course we had our laughs.. and i really miss e times with them all man! hahhakz..
den went back to choir... well slack at avt of course... and i was toking to ya kai and yawning away la.. den mr toh came.. and he tok to us for awhile.. hahakz.. he was very nice la.. =)
den combined started.. well.. of course.. its e normal kind of practices.. nth much.. so around 4 plus.. we left coz we were there for like sumtime... shing chun and jia yu left for home.. yanping went for sth else... me and andre... ---> town
went to the cathay at plaza sing.. it was nice.. dey have pink christmas tree.. hahakz.. e place is nice... wanted to catch movie dere.. bud i couldnt decide.. so went off to cinileisure.. and den we decided to watch good year..
den bought ticks... and stuff... and ate dinner... den rushed up.. and finally.. a movie.. hahakz... e sits at cini rawks..hahakz.. wad u expect.. e space is like so big...
after movie.. went to walk walk... well nth much la.. coz most shops are closing.. so juz went to far east.. and walk walk summore.. and den ... home..
tired...
i dun think i had enuff sleep coz... i cannot sleep this few dayz since last thurs.... ya.. so now real tired...
well wad do u noe... sum thing else is going on.. i have no comments on this =X
so looking forward to more fun!!! hahakz..
My mind's unweaving/ 7:55 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
im so bored to death at home.. let me see.. todae i was suppose to meet nadzey... in sch.. coz she is crazy enuff to go to sch to study for MCQs.. hahakz.. bud i woke up at 12 pluz... and so didnt go...
slacked at home... watch tv, online... its juz so boring la.. i feel like in jail... bcoz its like really got nth to do... haiz.. nvm.. i dunno wads up with mummy... she like have mood swing... while i am having too.. so its double the tension.. and so we didnt tok the whole day.. can u believe tt... she didnt even make me laugh... im so sad... im already going thru sum trauma... plus depression plus mood swing... [ok dats so exagerrated] hahahakz.. yes.. IM BORED.. SUMONE HELP!
well so at 5 i treat myself to a movie marathon in the living room... hahakz.. i watched KING arthur.. turned out to be nice... well den i watch high school musical... i can nv get bored of it.. so my mood was kinda lifted up.. ahahakz
den went online... chat with prakash.. my pri sch buddy.. its been so long... so did sum catching up.. and den.. i got so bored.. i decided to do the TEN YEAR JUNE PLUS NOV physics MCQs... im left with yr 2000.. hahakz.. its all the way from 1990 ok..
and halfway thru... this guy came toking to me...so i chatted with him till like now.. bud he havent reply me.. and its 2.03 already
tmr gonna finish my chem MCQs.. sundae going out with mummy.. MON.. finish the damn MCQs and off to havoc ya... cant wait.. =)
ok den dats all... anticipating...
chiaoz
My mind's unweaving/ 10:05 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
u noe when u throw sth old.. ur suppose to get sth tt looks much better and in better quality..than the old one... bud ppl still do get NEW stuff.. which looks ten times worst than the old one... ironic isnt it?
ok u might be wandering why my entry is so random.. well therE's a HIDDEN MEANING BEHIND IT ALL... read between e lines..
yupz.. and todae i realised ive been cheated... yes cheated.. dun ask me anything abt it.. =) thank you
one more paper to go.. and im done with the Os.. =) yayness.. ok andre.. dun tag at my board until MY LAST PAPER
My mind's unweaving/ 10:55 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
okay.. amaths paper 1 todae.. was pretty manageable.. well easy actually.. so get ready to expect more difficult questions for paper 2 man.. hahahkz.. well after exams wanted to watch step up with ain coz todae is tues and its less expensive on tues.. bud she being her.. went to call her mum to seek permission... so of course.. NOT ALLOWED... hahakz..
well den she went home, me and fadilah went to tm.. we went to eat new york pizza... rather cool.. ok la not bad.. den we sat dere like for an hr plus.. and den we went to SHOPPING.. well actually it was supposed to be window shopping, bud i saw nice t shirts which are selling at 12 per piece.. [sale sale sale] hahakz. so yea.. i bought two t shirts.. coz min. two pieces.. and den fadilah got stuck in bossini i think.. yea.. and she was trying a couple of shirts.. which took her liek almost a couple of hours too.. hahahakz.. she was LONG!!! hahahkz.. at last she finally made up her mind to buy a green t shirt which cost 23 bucks..
and by tt time it was seven.. so head home...
tmr no sch.. guess im gonna slack again... or i shall go out.. dunno la.. see lor..
ok den dats abt it =)
My mind's unweaving/ 4:34 AM
Monday, November 13, 2006
You are loved - Josh Groban
listen to the song here Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy I
I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you I
I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside I
I'll be there to find you
Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you I
I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody needs to be loved
Don't give up
Because...you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Everyone needs to be loved
You are loved...
the song is damn nice!!!
My mind's unweaving/ 5:02 AM
guess wad... im been wasting my time at home.. like crap man.. hahhakz.. i woke up.. finish 1 amaths paper.. off to lunch.. den watch tv... den online.. listen to songs... and den slack the whole way... until now.. i have juz resumed studying.. while watching tv of course.. oh god... i need to focus.. its the last two papers..
so tmr amaths 1 den amaths 2, den break break.. den MCQs.. and done with tt..
well i watched PERFECT MAN juz now.. well e last bit of it on HBO.. and it reminds me of the time when i watched it like over and over again on the plane... with THE PERFECT MAN... beside.. bud yea.. NO ONE'S PERFECT.. well great memories though =)
hmm.. i cant stand it.. when guyz keep on messaging u.. like of course u can juz ignore.. bud i feel badd.. coz e last time i didnt reply all his msgs was... three months ago.. and i mean it.. i totally ignore him for 3 months.. and u see.. once we resume toking.. he cant stop toking.. like he msg me before he sleeps and when he wakes up.. well dats pretty weird.. and irritating to a certain extent.. well he juz wants a fren =) [hope so man]
if anything gets weirder than tt.. i swear i will juz stop toking to him
okay... so off to tv now..
chiaoz..
My mind's unweaving/ 3:05 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
omg... im so in love with this song... THE WAY by clay aiken.. like seriously, if ure in love.. this song is for u.. so actually its not for me la.. bud its juz so nice!!! ahhhh!!! i wish i was in love... [HAHAHA DREAM ON]
well.. todae.. i didnt do much.. i woke up.. lazy to go to library to mugg.. so stayed at home.. ended up like a pig...lazing around before meeting A MINAH... [andre's new name] yea.. im suppose to meet HER [him] at bedok control and off to music essentials to settle sum payment.. im so happy i get to buy tt song book!!! hahahkz.. sorry.. its for farewell.. so shhhh
well den of course.. its like so near orchard.. so we went to heeren.. to look for prom clothes.. apparently A MINAH wants to wear sth diff... [dun worry its not a dress... unless he really decides to be A MINAH] hahakz... so we looked around and were quite glad coz we actually found wad he wants to wear... YAYNESS....
i dunno wad colour to wear.. because there is lots to choose from.. i feel like wearing white.. coz i saw this really nice white dress... bud i scared dirty.. bud again.. i think i will juz end up wearing BLACK... -_-
ok we have been pretty lame these dayz.. coz i think because the fact tt Os are gonna be over pretty soon.. for the pure ppl u can officially throw yr books on the 16TH NOV.. while others.. practice yr MCQS for the next 3 days... hahahkz.. my Os end on the 20th... so endless havoc after tt...
hahahz.. im thinking if i shd work... bud if i go work.. i wun be able to havoc.. bud of course i enjoy the MONEY which i can buy anything i want!!! weeee.. bud yea still considering though...
i want to go m-pact concert! anybody wanna go with me???
hahakz.. i juz cant wait for next week... actually im like already enjoying la.. although i shd be practicing my AMATHS to get tt A2... at least.. i have to try!! bud u look at the rate im going... haiz... nvm.. tmr...
ok so peeepz.. take care.. =) see ya all real soon [if i ever do get see hu ever is reading this.. ]
hahakz... chiaoz
My mind's unweaving/ 5:31 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
okay.... halfway thru o levels.. nahh... i think its 3/4 way thru... so damn fast... todae is emaths paper 2.. so lucks peepz...
o level was actually OKAY.. like a breeze if u study well.. i can feel the breeze for almost all the subjects.. bud of course after each paper i will always find myself doing some stupid careless mistakes!!! darnn!! hahaz.. bud wadeva la.. like the paper is nv gonna cum back anywayz..
well so ss was great!! as in i study hard like bloody hard for it and woohoo!!! merger came out!!! hahakz.. everyone spotted correctly.. bud of course to sum peepz.. dey juz spotted the wrong one.. bud its ok. its over..
my chem was a breeze... =) glad it was... bud i did sum careless mistakes which i oni realise after the paper la..
english was okay.. i juz hope they find my story sensible and gramatically sound.. or else... die.. compre was okay.. not difficult.. can do one... =)
physics... terror man.. although its sub science.. bud dey totally killed us in section B.. all the questions were like [nv see before] at all!!! and so i juz crap my thoughts... and hopefully its ALRIGHT
bio was manageable.. except tt i still dunno how to answer some questions though... section B was fine... im glad... bud i dunno la...
geog.. aiyah... the agri and environmental hor.. sum parts is nv study la.. so juz crap again
TODAE.. emaths paper 2.. i hope its not tricky man!!! muz be careful always...
so after todae... 3 more papers to go =) weeeez
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and so dere was sum emo tok i had online ytd.. with [sumone] hhaahakz.. ok i juz wanna jot sum reflections...
i guess dat everyone change... whether for the better or worst.. and whether we like the change or not, we have to accept it.. yes learning to accept is difficult... and dats why if u can do it... u are pro man!! hahakz
well in any case no matter how long u take to do it.. u have to.. =) coz people move on and so on.. i mean we ourselves do change.. bud its juz dat we did not realise the change.. only e people around us can realise it...
so always look on the bright side.. like frankly ive been thru it.. and u may think i wasnt serious abt... FORGET ABT HIM.. [eh dun get wrong idea ok peepz.. this is like few yrs ago] like yea.. he has done wonderful things in yr life... yet crap things too.. and u hope tt e tie between us all will remain.. bud if he decides that ur a total crap to him now... den juz forget abt it..
and while doing so.. treasure those hu actually mean much more around u =) like these are the people hu really care abt u and stuff.. and may continue the journey together no matter where u will be next time yea =)
for me.. i will always think of all the things tt e person has done with me... and i always always hope dat this shd not have happened.. and we shd juz remain like we used to be... bud den i realised... things change.. we cannot always remain like dat.. though we wanted it so much to remain... bud... sumhow.. u have to let it go.. so its juz the matter of time... whether it is now.. or later...or u dunno when...
and so.. i juz told myself.. OK YEA.. tt person is outta my life.. and if tt person ever comes back INTO yr life... i'll juz be cool abt it.. bud there is no way im gonna turn back time..
tts my stand
My mind's unweaving/ 7:11 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
ok let me blog before i finally take off to my dreamland.. hahhakz.. well not much of course.. i juz wanna put a final reminder... well around... hmmm ten more hrs to O levels.. its not even 24 hrs anymore.. its oni 10 hrs.. okayz.. well juz wanna wish luckS to everyone and of course lots of tt to myself... hahkz
hmm i really think we will all do reasonably well... as to much to wad we have done for this big examination.. yea.. so no worries.. im kinda in my dreamland the whole day... im not freaking out.. maybe till tmr =X hahahkz
well god will have mercy on us and insyaallah, if godsw will.. our efforts will be paid off.. bud of course if u didnt put in any effort, there's not much to be said.. bud the results will be shown..
and thanks to aunties and uncles who claimed tt i am clever.. bud i am not.. as a matter of fact... i MAY get into a JC with 21 points if i juz beg my way thru into getting into a JC.. well dun be sarcastic yea... and i will prove it tt i AM CLEVER.. and its worth of my life on this earth.. i am worth existing in this world yea =)
im not braggin or anything.. bud i juz cant stand relatives hu claims that ' i tot she is clever.. how cum she ended up gettin 21 points' i noe there muz be a tinge of jealousy in them dat their daughters and sons cant really excel, bud cmon, no need to get back to me.. i dun make this world u noe...
well wadeva.. i noe im not stupid nor extremely clever.. im ME.. juz me myself and I... alright.. and i will give my best.. the very best tt i can give.. even if my best gets me into poly, dat IS MY BEST!
so yea... study hard peepz.. dun get this peepz stepping on u like nobody's business.. rmb they dun own u..
so chiaoz =)
My mind's unweaving/ 6:50 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
okay.. i feel so lonely todae.. hahakz.. hmm coz im home alone todae... sleeping home alone.. my mum went to sleep over at my sis house.. and yea i dun wan to go with her.. so im staying home alone.. bud it sucks coz i have to study.. so im home alone studying.. trying to hold back my temptation to watch tv and going online urghh
well i miss my mummy now.. hahakz.. its juz a day.. lol.. i cant imagine if she is gone for like weeks.. bud she's gonna do dat next yr... well i think by then i will occupy myself with sch or work.. so i wun feel so lonely =) hmm.. well when i feel lonely like todae.. i started thinking wad if she's gone 4eva... and not cuming back.. oh gosh.. i dunno wad i will do by then.. juz hope everything is fine... u may not noe wad will happen tmr.. bud of course.. i really really dun wan it to happen now... well of course everyone doesnt wan it to happen =|
hmmm.. im going out to study tmr.. though i noe it wud be better to stay home.. bud firstly, my relatives may be cuming over when mummy gets home.. so if they are here.. i wun be able to study.. secondly.. i wun feel so lonely at home... yea.. i will get home early tmr.. and sleep early too =)
i juz really miss my mummy now!!!
ok den till soon... nitez
My mind's unweaving/ 7:41 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
ok im freaking bored... im successful todae!! wahhaha.... as in i manage to sleep for 3 hrs and BE EXCITED to wake up to study!! bud now.. im freaking bored by the EDUCATION topic... well coz its like boring...
well was looking for wank, if he is online to answer an SS question.. bud he's gone... *booo* well i'll see him tmr anyway.. ahahkz.. hmmm sorry for passing the virus =X i didnt mean to.. lol
haiz.. bored la.. see la.. when at home and when im studying rite.. if bored i will be HERE.. and den i will take long hrs before i resume studying.. wad freak mannn... haiz... aiyah... so siannn
my throat is drrryyyyy!!! need H2O
ok some random oberservations.. hahakz.. i was looking thru my contacts in msn.. and this person..[ shall not mention hu ] wrote this in the message thingy below the nick 'wee lets do it' hahakz.. it sounds quite WRONG if u noe wad im thinking.. well the person will say i think dirty and forever a dirty gal.. bud seriously.. i cant brain wash myself.. hahakz.. ok im juz laming arh.. im seriously bored by SS.. maybe i shall do EMATHS!! yea
haiz... bored la.. sumbody SAVE ME!! hahakz.. im juz tired mannn... well i shd stop complaining
*WHINES MOREEEE* arhhhhh wads got into me!! oh freak.. its like the exam blues.. plus SICK.. wahhhh... terrible mannn
ok seriously i need to stop complaining.. so tilll den..
My mind's unweaving/ 9:38 AM
ok im feeling better todae.. though i feel totally distracted when im studying... its juz tt the momentum is suddenly disrupted by this kind of virus... urggghh.. its so irritating.. yah so basically i kinda didnt do anything these two dayz.. although i went to study from morn till nite.. bleaaahhh
well so its 3 more dayz to Os.. and its like super scary can.. coz i havent study finish!!! aahhh!! how?? haiz..i have to get well soon and spend my time wisely man.. its 3 more dayz... okayz... how fast can dat get???
hmm.. i really feel distracted la... especially after i had breakfast or lunch.. i will juz feel tired.. if i dun eat... i will have no energy.. den its like... TERRIBLE la.. like when can i do my work mannn!! ahhh... i think i need like more sleep...
so this is the plan.. im gonna bath, sleep... den wake up and finish studying my SS!!! if not i will juz die.. i need to do this man...
My mind's unweaving/ 4:29 AM