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Sunday, December 31, 2006
hello ppl.. its like 4.10 am now.. hahakz.. ok, firstly HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.. may 2007 be a blast and a bliss to everyone.. next, my new year was indeed a great one this yr, despite the lethargic feeling and the pain in the LEGS!! hahhakz.. yes i celebrated new year and had countdown back at Raffles Grill in Raffles Hotel..
my god, it was so nice.. and everyone is juz enjoyin the new year =) guests are all very happy and we were all enjoying ourselves after one hectic day

i so miss the ppl in RG now.. bud ya.. so sad... mr gordon.. ahahakz.. todae is like his last day.. and den, most part time ppl not cuming already, dey all start schooling.. and den.. Mel[not melyssa] is leaving soon.. haiz.. gonna miss dem all

well.. so todae went to work at 2, did lotsa preparations, den e gala dinner took place... guests were all dressed up and den dere was this moondance thingy which is super cool and scary at e same time...

i really enjoy my time todae and after 16 years, i get to experience sth diff..

well looking back, 2006 has indeed been anuder an unforgettable year.. its the year which i didnt do anything much except to study and complain e whole time... e year where complications repeat itself...a year full of mistakes that i have to learn from and avoid from doing dem again. a year which makes me stronger =)

so now.. resolution, firstly, fulfill my desires, hahaz.. dat is to enjoy the moeny that i earned!!! hahahkz.. and den, of course hoping for good o level results and den continue to pursue my studies =)

and im sure i'll miss dunman lotssssss especially choir!!

hopefully i can still hang out with all my frenz.. and dat we will continue to fill each other in abt our lifes and so on.. and im looking forward to meeting new ppl in a new sch... =)

My mind's unweaving/ 12:10 PM

Thursday, December 28, 2006
ok.. ive been PIG-ing at home since tuesday..ok.. actually tuesday i met e peepz rite.. ok ytd.. PIG-ing.. slept like e whole day.. todae.. i was woken up by PING.. hu msged me to ask abt my job.. didnt noe she sorta kena cheated.. i tot at e end of the month she will be like RICH by a thousand bucks more.. buddd.. sadded.. her pay is actually 4.50/hr instead of 8.50/hr.. dats really lots of difference.. nvm gal... u can cum try work at my place =)

so den.. i woke up, and den get ready to go out, the plan was to return by overdue books and den head to RH to submit e photocopy of my bankbook.. so since i missed 17, i took 222 to bedok interchange and went to RH first instead of returning my books...

karen waited for me at the basement since she is done with her work... and i didnt realise the HR is juz beside the security.. dumb me.. so den.. the security guy said my name is actually on the list todae... BUT IM NOT WORKING TODAE!!! so.. i was like.. waddehell.. anyway.. i didnt give a damn, i juz told him to make sure my name is down tmr instead.. coz im cuming for work tmr..

well den.. andre, edwin and wanting were actually suppose to meet karen.. so karen asked if i wanna cum along.. so since nth to do.. i tagged along.. hang out with dem till around 8 plus and headed home...

at home.. todae nth to do la.. so boring.. life is getting more boring.. hmmm.. im searching sum colours to add to my life now.. hahakz.. which i dunno wad.. maybe i juz miss singing.. so yah.. tts why it juz seem DULL!!

well.. i got sum things to write here.. bud i hope i dun offend
anybody.. well actually i hope i dun offend tt paticular person.. i juz wanna
say dat im better off alone.. and i dun wan u to expect anything from me.... and pls.. i noe ure upset, bud juz bcoz of yr egoness, u need not put the word
DESPERATE on my head instead... alrite.. u sound bad enuff online.. framing me
and saying like as if im e one hu thinks too much.. bud cmon, yr words and
actions said enuff, and im juz concluding from it all.. and i dun think im
wrong, and i noe how bad it is for ppl hu have actually went thru e process of
being cheated.. so im juz saving u from all those... ok?? and one more thing.. u
cant expect us to be the bestest buddy... and dun compare yrself with my best
buddy which ive known for e past 4 LONG YEARS... ive not even noe u like for a
month... so we might be e closest fren.. bud not in a blink.. ok so if u think
tt im avoiding u, then i got nth to say... alrite?? im cool with being frens.. i
juz dun like e feeling dat MY FREN likes me MORE THAN A FREN...

My mind's unweaving/ 9:57 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006
ok.. todae is sorta my off day.. well actually its kinda up to u which day u wanna work.. anyway my name is always not on e list.. i so hate dem.. bud nvm.. juz call alex down.. hahakz

yupz.. christmas eve and christmas have been pretty busy.. earning lotsa money.. haha.. going to make more money on new years eve and new year.. well im pretty comfortable now coz ive been getting to noe more ppl... bud most of dem will leave by new year coz dey all are going back to sch.. sian la.. =(

well anyway juz look on bright side of life.. =) hahakz..has been pretty tiring.. and wad do u noe.. accidents happen and i dropped two glasses of wine.. bud luckily.. big manager didnt scold me so... its so HENG!!!

hahakz... todae went out with jia yu and andre... had Gelare.. well the big waffle with double scoop ice cream sure did wipe away eight bucks from us.. hahakz.. we crap lots todae.. coz its really long since we saw each other.. bud its really difficult to get jia yu to guess wad we had for her.. ahaha.. we bought her this MYUK tote bag.. which is TO ADD TO THE COLLECTION OF HER BAGS THAT SHE HAS OF COURSE.. [jia yu, we are telling u e truth!!!] ya..not because all her other bags are too auntie.. hahahkz..

well i bought andre e belt that he wanted from quicksilver.. and yes.. e smile on his face sure said it all =) and he bought for me a notebook! hahakz.. yes notebooks are juz my favourite items... and yes e msg in it is so touching... thank you so much =)

i love the pen from taiwan too

so den we headed back to 201.. andre went to cut his hair while me and jia yu crapped at mac and also had dinner dere.. crapped till 9 and den went home

e rain has not subsided at all.. hmm.. its really cold these dayz...

will be off till thurs... den will start work on fri and rite till next mon i think =)

till den.. chiaoz...

My mind's unweaving/ 7:49 AM

Saturday, December 23, 2006
ive been lazy to update these dayz.. dunno why.. i juz think there is nth to blog abt.. hahakz.. ok bud todae since im here..

so i finally got a job!!! woohoo.. yes im workin now.. shall not tell u where.. my job is fun.. bud tiring though.. coz.. ive to stand down dere for like hrs.. [seriously its not sales] hahahkz.. i started on fridae and so todae is my second dae.. ahaha

my working environment is all guys.. except me la.. and anuder gal if dere is one.. everyone dere are guys... bud dey are all decent looking ones.. so its quite okay =)
actually my job is pretty simple..

so.. im tired from two days of work.. tmr is christmas eve so my shift starts at 3.. and may end at 12 midnight.. well.. i think its gonna be lots of fun.. and MORE TIRING.. as i've to stand longer.. and mel is not coming tmr.. so ive to be alone.. sian...

so yupz dats all.. enjoy christmas, new year.. and for u folks attending school... hahhahaha.. im luffing at u now coz i dun have to go to sch by january anymore!!! hahahakz...

anyway have fun in sch..

so chiaoz..

My mind's unweaving/ 7:53 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006
yes its been pretty long.. its been a week! hahakz.. since i updated.

ok.. after farewell rite.. there isnt anything much going on.. went out with ms yeo on the 14.. and yea.. we had such a fun time gossiping and stuff.. ok cant write much.. we were hunting presents la.. lol...

fridae.. i stayed home.. was super bored coz mum was away at sis house.. so i was alone for e two dayz..and it sucks alrite being alone.. coz i juz hate it when mummy is not at home.. it juz feels wrong.. though i can do wadeva i wann..

well sat.. i had to go over to sis house first.. for sum cukur rambut thingy for mirza.. my new nephew.. well so i woke like 8.. and travel dere by mrt.. all the way to chua chu kang.. tired mann.. ok den i reach dere.. slack.. tok tok.. den 2 plus.. i went to meet andre, sc and jia yu.. we were meeting the birthdae gal.. inez quek.. bud guess wad.. we waited like 2hrs.. hahakz.. she came at 5.. so den we went kenny rogers at marina sq.. and yupz.. had dinner cum lunch.. den she went off.. and yupz.. me and andre went shopping.. jia yu and sc went back..

sundae.. and mondae were slacking time.. i was practically pig-ing for tt two dayz.. summore raining mahh... havent stop yet la.. andre is off to taiwan.. and dere's nth much now..

except for looking for job.. im back on the hunt.. im looking into waitressing now.. since i cant get sales assistant nor admin assistant.. so todae despite the non-stop rain.. i went to marina sq with an old primary sch mate.. prakash.. he stay near me and he say he wanted to quit his current job.. so we went job hunt and we ended up at cafe cartel at marina sq.. dey looking for part timer so we went for the interview.. well dey say dey will notify us latest by sundae.. if not.. its a no-no..

oh ya and i went to play pool!!! ahahakz.. it was my first time playing pool.. thanks to prakash, he tot me how to play.. hahakz... i did win one game against him.. he won e rest of course.. lol.. quite fun =) shall go play again next time =x

well im going for anuder interview tmr oso at raffles hotel.. thanks to dear karen.. who said dat dey might be a chance.. i juz hope my job hunting activity will stop soon la.. i need a bloody job!! sum ppl already work for one freaking month and has gotten their pay bud i havent even get a bloody job!

ok enuff of complains... well so ya.. nth much.. =)

so peepz.. if u have sch in two weeks time.. go and enjoy and dun work!! ahhakz.. like me.. i have a freaking 3 months which i can die of boredom if i dun work at all la.. okayz...

chiaoz

My mind's unweaving/ 6:12 AM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006
ok im gonna blog abt farewell ytd.. actually i dun feel like doing so.. coz im still feeling sad...

well ytd was farewell... i slept at 3 am e day b4 and woke up at 9.. so since im a pig, i feel so damn sleepy la.. anyway.. went to andre's house to pick up e bottles and headed to yp's house... on the way.. dumb us tot there was 293 at the TPJC bus stop.. bud when we arrived.. we were wrong.. so we took 3 to the next bus stop and walked dere... and met inez on the way too

at yp's house.. i juz have breathing problems.. boy.. really.. im tt bad now.. my techniques all gone.. we decided to arrange the parts, sum ppl drop to alto and sum have to do tenors.. thanks to our dear sc hu couldnt sing last min..

well everything was well.. so at one we head to sch and we were surprised by captain's ball.. we wanted to play bud most of us were dressed nicely la.. and dey didnt tell us tt there is gonna be captain's ball.. la.. hahakz.. nvm.. we still played in the end..

us vs the winning grp.. we won.. well.. its not very competitive.. and of course.. i think they let us win.. lol

after tt.. we went for lunch coz none of us has eaten yet... so we went to aunti khairi.. ate.. and after eating.. i juz feel like sleeping... while the others continue to crap.. when the rain subsided, we headed back to sch..
we went to avt.. watch a bit of the movie dey were watching.. and den sum presentation screwed up and we were basically complaining and all.. i mean.. its the typical seniors-thing... hahakz.. den dumanchoir idol started...

hanwen was great.. the sort of SHE grp was ok too.. juz tt i have no idea wad dey singing coz i dun understand.. and the MKB.. applause to u guyz.. they really have nice voices.. and coordinate well.. cheers to bryan, kok leong and moses and of course hanwen hu played the guitar..

well den..me and jia yu did our thing too.. i guess i pretty screwed up.. jia yu too.. at some parts.. well i have not much comments.. juz dat i felt disappointed not everyone was dere...

after tt.. everyone else went to the hall.. we stayed to practice.. and muz say.. the song its not very ok la.. bud i dun have much comments abt it.. everyone did their best =)

back at the hall.. it was suppose to start at 5.45, bud yes.. choir president being so punctual... we only get to go in at around 6.30pm.. yes.. and dey have this sparklers idea thingy.. which i dunno wads the purpose.. bud well great ideas =)

next we were treated to the sec 1 performances, sec 3s and also the sec 2s... sec 1s.. great job.. well.. dey are all so cute can... sec 2s.. wow... i love the dance.. like so nice la.. wad matters most is the effort put in.. sec 3s.. the song is so touching!!! hahakz.. bud still i couldnt cry...

we sang den.. which i tot was pretty screwed up.. bud oh well.. YAY US!! hahakz..den me and jia yu stood dere.. and were like... shd we sing again?? and so.. yes.. i sang.. she played.. andre flipped.. hahakz.. yupz.. thanks to all.. sorry dat sum ppl cried... especially zerlina.. who cried for the second time.. bud it was great to noe dat u guyz really appreciate us and dat u all are appreciated too =)

and the sec 2s vid.. really made me cry for the first time.. they showed all the times is prague.. omg.. i so miss it... and im gonna miss it more.. and along with zerlina and jia yu.. i cried.. yvonne cried too... oh.. i really gonna miss it so much...

den.. all of the juniors gave us their little little gifts.. which i really like and will keep forever.. it was so nice... really really meaningful.. thanks u guyz.. u all are so sweet la.. =)

we proceed to canteen.. and den started bbq oni at 8 plus.. most of us oni went to our pit at 9 plus i think.. yah.. we were busy taking pics and sutff.. at the basketball court.. we all crap.. and when i look at all of them...

reminds me so much of how i started.. how each farewell don't actually mean anything to me except to bond with my own ppl and the juniors.. wad matters most during farewell is tt we gave the best performance and dat we had fun during bbq.. i dun cry and mourn over them.. bud dis yr.. im leaving, we are all leaving.. and all the choir members feel the sadness too..

and the more i look, i tot, im gonna miss so much fun i had in dunmanchoir.. im definitely gonna miss the singing, miss everything i had done there.. its my life.. its all i had.. where i made great frenz and learn the true meaning of life.. its where all my great juniors are...and the teachers were great too.. choir really really means alot to me, to all the graduating ppl.. and i juz feel so sad....

the 5 of us had our own small little hug thingy.. and jia yu sang to us... and i cried again when i tot of the things tt i went thru with them... its nv gonna be e same.. although we will still meet up and hang out.. u guys really rawk my life =)

then ok... enough of that... we decided to join the gang.. while i actually had sumtime toking to shermaine, erika, lydia and davin.. dey were all so funny... hahakz..

den i joined dem back.. we sang a few songs... and juz sat there and crap and gossip.. hahakz.. so fun.. and fun thing is.. we were not required to clean up.. so we juz sat dere.. and continue gossiping..

back at canteen.. i felt sad again.. really lor.. i nv feel this sad before.. i look around.. i was really sad...

well it was eleven and ms yeo were chasing everyone out already..
and so we head home.. walked with inez and jia yu and jeryuan to esso.. after which i took cab with jer yuan..

back home... IM STILL SAD!!!! ahhhh!!

My mind's unweaving/ 11:33 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006
alright.. todae.. slack at home.. ytd came home and i was bloody tired...
well.. ytd went for farewell prac at yp house.. real glad that the song only took a few hrs to learn =) yay to all the peepz.. hahakz... and yea.. of course we ended up crapping before making our way to dinner which we had at aunty khairi's place... i miss tt place... bring lotsa memories... =) hahahkz...

den we head to TM, walk walk... nth much la... i was toking to yanni e whole time... since like she's really sad la... well den we made our way to the tampines cc..e concert start a bit late... like 8.15 like dat... den.. i was quite surprised tt oni 6 ppl are singing... e number seems to be getting less and less...

well e concert was alright.. after tt, inez andre and yanni made a move first.. dey seem real tired.. me and jia yu decided to hang out.. it was funny coz we were all trying to escape from something... shhh... ahhakz.. we all ended up at tampines mart mac... which i had mc flurry... thanks to iffah.. hahak

next... i left earlier with jerome.. coz he had sth to say.. well things are going well and i am really glad... thank you so much =)

so todae... slack.. tmr going over to jia yu's house for prac... so tt jasmine can learn her part... e rest of us.. prepared to come early on tues... hahakz

ok dats all for now..
chiaoz

My mind's unweaving/ 5:33 AM

Friday, December 08, 2006
ok... wow.. been a week since i update?? well.. kinda busy.. and stuff.. hahakz..
ok.. actually... this week...ive been on job hunting la.. its pretty frustrated being young and inexperienced... and i guess.. the LUCK counts too.. look at my fren.. she went hunting with me... bud go e job instead..

so conclusion.. im e loser one.. haiz.. so on tues.. i went to buy stuff for farewell with jia yu, inez, andre and yanping.. its been long since we were out together.. yea..

wednesday... hmmm.. went to andre's house to finish up the stuff... hahakz. cant say.. bud we are really proud coz we can finish 80 of those in 3 hrs.. yay us.. hahah.. den went to tm to meet fad, nadiah and ain.. we waited for mdm rohayah for the treat at swensens for almost 2hrs.. and ya we ended up eating at airport and we crap a lot with her... gonna miss her lots.. she send all of us home and yea we sort of went round round tampines and bedok.. hahakz

thursday, i spent the day alone.. it was raining.. heavily.. i tot i pay ain a visit at isetan parkway since she is working dere... so in e end i applied too.. bud chances are slim.. so den i walk around parkway.... den after tt went to mac.. stared at the classified.. called up lots of places.. and one of them asked me to come down for interview at 5 at ngee ann city.. so i sat at mac for one and a half hrs, reading my book.. and den set off to orchard...

i was early so i walked around taka.. at 4 plus i went up to the eleventh floor and i was pretty shock dat dere was a queue for the interview... haiz.. bud den.. its ok.. i prayed hard... e guy hu interviewed me was really nice... hahakz.. and den he said he cant promise me anything la..

and todae.. he called.. yayness.. bud im only shortlisted.. not confirm of the job yet.. he say he will try to look for the kind of job that i want la.. bud at least.. after so long..dere is sort of hope

i told myself to juz wait now and stop looking for jobs.. i juz need the patience. yea.. so todae.. fridae.. home.. staying at home is so boring.. i woke up..crap with mum, had lunch... and went of to sleep for the next 4hrs.. how PIG.. hahakz. woke up.. dinner.. watch tv.. and now here..

farewell is next tues.. and seriously.. we had not prepared anything.. like this is the first time.. dey proved to me that dey were not so united afterall.. well its the after-secondary-school thing.. hahakz.. everyone is working, wanna havoc and stuff.. i understand.. bud really hope we cud pull this out together.. juz for the last time.. =)

so guess more updates the next time

see ya..

My mind's unweaving/ 4:12 AM

Saturday, December 02, 2006
Graduation, prom, choir concert and sum TP Rawks photos are uploaded at multiply...
check it out here

My mind's unweaving/ 2:08 AM

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